was so tired just now. nearly went bonkers. my mind was not stable. talked nonsense on msn. i forgotten some of the contents. but, i just say what i wans. aix. kinda depressed somehow. i was thinking of the fresh blood dripping when our skin comes off. i smsed Sze Hui to ask her out so that i'll not be so depressed. but she's not home, outside. so i lied on my bed. soon, i fell aslp perpendicularly to my bed. the tiredness & unhappiness in me. do you feel it? aix. Os coming. tests queuing up. rushing hw at night. studying during weekends. i'm so tired. but still i nida smile & laugh in front of everyone. only way i can, is to escape. just laugh. everything's fine then.
clicking the photos in my com. reminiscing the memories. i smiled. tears in my eyes. i dun cry easily now. i can still feel his face, warm hugs, kisses, the way i touch his head, the times i tried to grab him & kiss, it's such a nice feeling that i'll never forget. the size of his palm. aix. i simply miss him.
distributing flyers tml at indoor stadium for Sun Yan Zi's concert with Wei Hong, Ken Weei & the rest. $10 per hr but we do only 2 hrs. wonder if we'll see Sun Yan Zi having her reharsals. hmm. will be my first 2 hrs job? lols. that's all i think. gotta go slp. i'm tired. *yawns* missing him..
